disoriented

not a very jolly day. it was actually kind of annoying.

worked from 6am to 11am. that's it! only five hours when i could have used more. and i closed the night before at around 11pm, slept at midnight and barely made it to work five minutes late this morning. never again, i hope, will i have close one night and come early for a truck day the next morning. its brutal and very inconsiderate since they've jilted me on hours and, consequently, pay.

puh. sales is a cold business.

got home and nearly passed out on the couch. and with no proper nourishment in me but a half a bar of twix, a cardboard tasting chocolate/cookie bar, and a croissant with strawberry and cream cheese. they say sugar makes you age faster too. i woke up at around 3 and lay there for another hour doing nothing.

now as i sit here having showered and eaten dinner, i recall a certain adage passed on to me by my eight grade teacher. if you want to avoid an argument do not talk about three subjects: politics, the government, and religion/race. well, today i managed to get stuck listening to an argument about all three. an argument punctuated with name calling and apologies that didn't mean anything, with lame excuses to boot. if you're going to argue, at least do it with some dignity...and pick your battles, you morons!

*sighs*

what would you buy with your first paycheck? what should i buy with mine? so far, i've been suggested to buy

1. a new outfit to wear to a costly dinner
2. jewelry
3. an ipod (which is what i suggested to myself)
4. and the "anything that you'll remember" object

or i could be a dork and save it. its saved right now in the bank, but i would feel really boring if i didn't spend it on something.

then there was some annoying person on the threads today talking about going to the mall 8 hours a day and spending money on clothes from abercrombie and fitch and how doing these things makes her older than 12 and cooler than those sad people who don't do what she does, calling them "dum dum"s and other civilized stuff like that. i was completely disgusted. GROW UP, YOU SHALLOW IDIOT! if this is the youth of America, our future is sad indeed.